Missing You Like Craze-y
This heart-breaking tribute to Michael Craze was always rather separate from Return to Kendal, the album on which it would eventually appear. It was an original song, composed by Matt on the journey home from Group Four Marketing Services, recorded with the help of guitarists John Rayner and Alan van Loen, and with vocals collected from an assortment of fans we met over the internet to create the impression of a nation in mourning.Promo CD
![]() CRAZE-CD1 limited edition (of 8) 1-track CD-R. The discs were individually numbered in order of the artist’s appearance in the track (John, Matt J, Steve, Matt D, Alan, Rabeca, Gareth and Gwyn). When Craze-y was (practically) completed back in September 2001, we expected Kendal to be compiled and finished almost immediately. But it wasn't. This disc was burnt and posted on 11th February 2002, by which time we'd resigned ourselves to thinking that Kendal wouldn't be ready until the summer holidays. |
![]() Proposed Cover designed by Gwyndaf Evans, TME’s first resident designer. That’s his lovely Millennium Effect logo there, once a staple of the site. This sleeve dates from mid-1999, a time when we thought we might distribute Craze-y as a charity ‘single’, with an instrumental version, a stripped-down mix, Tom Baker (Matt) singing “Lalla” to the tune of the Spice Girls’ Mamma (which we never recorded), and “An Open Invitation”, which was a cover of the Cheers theme inviting Paul McGann to a fan convention. The swirly picture was a bit like the late 90s Dr Who VHS sleeve designs. |
Return to Kendal
Written, recorded and produced between December 1998 and September 1999, the original mini-album version of Return to Kendal was to have contained 25 minutes of pure, unashamed silliness, from the rousing sound of a musical Dalek assembly to David Banks’ yearning cyber-solo... yet it was very different to the version completed in 2003. The album was originally concieved as a companion to a lengthly video project (a re-mastering of half-a-dozen short films made in 1996/7), and was to have included music from the videos interspersed with specially-recorded Doctor Who tracks. Although many songs were recorded for this first version of the disc, with one track even performed and taped live at a public cabaret, the earlier tracks were eventually sidelined to make the TME album a purely Doctor Who-related affair. For the record, these abandoned tracks were (in no particular order): We Are Nickers, Any Dream Will Do, Timewarp Dreamin', Science Fiction: Double Embaressment, The Millennium Effect, Peter Howell Demo and Underwear (Live), along with suites of music from each of the 6 films, mixed with samples and audio out-takes.Promo CDs
![]() TMECDX1 promo CD-R; around 10-15 copies were produced and sent off to the Craze-y contributors and friends. This was essentially the original TME album with the non-Doctor Who tracks removed: Cyber...? / Janet Street-Porter / Skaro / Missing You Like Craze-y / Erotica + Bonus Track. It only ran to 15 minutes and it was clear that we needed to pad it out a bit. |
![]() Preview CD containing the finished version of the album, as well as the following tracks: Hidden Track (reversed version) / Billy's Song (demo) / Punch & Judy Man / I'm Gonna Spend My Christmas With the Go-Go's / An Open Invitation / Missing You Like Craze-y (instrumental) / (Sing-a-long-a) Who is the Doctor. Again, there were around 10 copies of this, sent to friends and reviewers. |
Early Covers
![]() One of Kev’s solo attempts to make a cover design; Matt hated this from the off and it was never discussed again. That’s Kev as Sylvester McCoy (with a broken arm), Matt as Jon Pertwee and Janet Street-Porter as an Ice Warrior. The Dapol toys belonged to Kev and the background scarf was knitted by Matt’s mum. Kev still doesn't understand why Matt didn't love this version. |
![]() Kev's second attempt, this one ripped-off the David Banks/Silver Fist cassettes, which had in turn ripped-off the poster design for The Ultimate Adventure. That's Gwyndaf's Doctor Who logo in yellow there, though the website wasn't using it by this time. There was a square CD-sized version of this design too, but we've lost it. |
![]() Once we had Max Ellis on board – that’s right, the same designer as the BBC Audio Collection – we threw together a mock-up of a very different sleeve before we decided to mimic the BBC CDs entirely. |
Demo CDs
![]() A collection of the acoustic tracks recorded at Easter 2002 in order to extend the album: Who is the Doctor, Billy's Song, Punch & Judy Man, Private Universe, I'm Gonna Spend My Christmas With the Go-Go's and An Open Invitation. Finished and instrumental versions of each, plus quotes reels for those featuring samples. Also included two tracks that were never released: a Kids TV Medley (covering The Family Ness, Dogtanian, The Littlest Hobo, Penny Crayon and Gummi Bears) and This Could Happen (a sketch about Daleks whose voices are at the precise same pitch). |
![]() One of the work-in-progress versions of the extended Return to Kendal, this one included Punch & Judy Man. The two halves of Silver Fist (Cyber...?/Erotica) were still separate, and Minds Eye (here called Mary Whitehouse) lacks Matt's final verse. The breaks between tracks would be shortened for the finished disc; this one doesn't yet include any of the seagues or interludes, and Private Universe is thus slightly longer. |
![]() Another unfinished version, this one was sent to Matt in Cardiff for him to add his vocals to Minds Eye. The track listing has solidified, though Private Universe is positioned earlier in the album (and thus has another alternate ending)! |
Woofed & Warped
![]() ![]() It was originally intended that this free CD would solely promote Return to Kendal, with Your Show, an acoustic Janet Street-Porter, a shortened and remixed version of Silver Fist and a spoken-word track in the style of a charity donation advertisement, with soothing classical music, excerpts from the album and fast-cut samples featuring Michael Craze. Although recorded, these tracks remain unreleased. These test sleeve designs show our original running order; the charity pledge message would have been an unlisted fourth track. ![]() Another CD produced for Matt to add his vocals to; this one contained the work-in-progress ‘Killer Acoustic Version’ of Janet Street-Porter as well as the Short ‘n’ Sexy edit of Silver Fist. |